Fight Inside

Enemy;
Alois Trancy.

Familiar friend;
Sebastian Michaelis.

My beginning and my end.
"Do you wish to make a contract?" “Yes, I do.”
"So this is where it ends?" "Yes."
 
Knowing truth;
"Alois Trancy is along with the people who killed your parents."

Whispering lies;
"You don’t understand anything! You’re just being tricked by a demon! You and I are the same! I won’t pester you anymore! I apologize for everything I’ve done!”

And it hurts again...
“To see such a world of impurity…”

What I fear,
"The truth is, I don't want to die."

What I try.
"'I did not return to Phantomhive for the sake of the previous head. I returned for myself. All I want is to give those who betrayed and defiled the name of Phantomhive a taste of the humiliation and pain . . . that I suffered. Checkmate.'"

The words I say and what I hide.
"I am Ciel Phantomhive, head of the Phantomhive Mansion and the owner of the Funtom Company."

All the pain;
"The boy's parents were killed in a fire of the previous mansion."

I want it to end.
"’Shall I change your unsightly, impure past for you?‘"

But I want it again.
"Stuff it! You’re the one who sullied me! Even if you never bore a grudge…That has nothing to do with my hatred!  Hatred was all I had left. If I let go of my hatred…the self I’ve been since that day wouldn’t exist. That’s not who I am! I won’t lose it. I won’t lose it! I won’t lose this hatred!”

And it finds me.
‘The scene of Ciel’s parent’s in one body made him sick and disturbed. To think that seeing that would purify him.’

The fight inside is coursing through my veins.
“I will get revenge for whoever killed my parents.”

And it's raging.
“Sebastian took my…?”

The fight inside is breaking me again.

It's still the same;

Pursuing pain
“You’re the one who killed my parents. You will parish in the humiliation and pain that I suffered.”

Isn't worth the light I've gained
“The boy’s soul is mine.”

We both know;
“I just took your future, that’s all.”

How this will end.
“He will be revived as a demon.”

But I do it again

And it finds me
“Claude Faustus is after Ciel Phantomhive’s soul.”

The fight inside is coursing through my veins

And it's raging
“Your mocking never ends.”

The fight inside is hurting me again
“Ciel Phantomhive’s body now belongs to my master.”

And it finds me
“Capture Ciel Phatomhive.”

The war within me pulls me under
“Atone for the crime of sullying my pride with your life!”

And without you
“Sebastian, save me now!”

The fight inside is breaking me again
“Why would you kill my parents?! What did they do to make you so mad to murder them?!”

It's nothing
“Let me go, you bastard!”

It's everything
“Why would you go through so much trouble to make other people feel pain?”

It's nothing
“I’ll fall off this tower!”

It's everything
“Your hands may be tied, but your hearts aren’t.”

It's nothing
“Let’s embrace until the end of the world!”

It's everything
“What meaning does this possibly have?!”  

It's nothing
“Remember; my parents were killed.”

It's everything
“I signed a contract with Sebastian to get revenge on the ones who plunged me into the depths of humiliation… “

And it finds me
“Has Ciel Phantomhive truly achieved his goal?”

The fight inside is coursing through my veins
“Sebastian, come and get me! If you don’t, I’ll fall! I’ll fall!”  

And it's raging
“The soul of the Queen’s Guard Dog isn’t so cheap that some trifling little spider can afford a taste. If you don’t mind having your legs ripped off, go and try it.”  

The fight inside is hurting me again
“You robbed me of my pride and demeaned me. I hereby challenge you to a duel!”  

And it finds me

The war within me pulls me under
“Sebastian: this is an order!”

And without you
“You don’t go around ordering me!”

The fight inside is breaking me again.
“Young Master, watch closely.” “What is this?! I can see myself! I-I’m suffering! I’m watching me?! Why?! Why…is that eye my…” “Yes. This is your eye…Master.”

It's breaking me
“You think I’m Alois?! Get it straight! He’s right—“   “Yes, that is my master; Alois
Earl Trancy.” “He appears extremely confused…” “My lord was repeatedly abused by his late father. I’m sorry to say this it affected his mind. He hates the mark carved into his eye by the previous Earl Trancy, and when he sees a boy that resembles him, that hatred manifests itself. And tells him, ‘Gouge. Gouge.’ He took my eye as well. His eye is the best proof. My master is a victim as well, I be you’ll show him mercy.”

It's breaking me
“Young Master…?”

I'm falling apart
“This isn’t my memory…”

I'm falling apart
“Die, Alois Trancy!”